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Iapos;m sorry,
my heart just cant take it
i cannot turn another page tonight
even though its what my heart desires
busting at the seams
its impossible
iapos;m too involved
aching
i cant stand this feeling
where is this going?
so many different directions
happiness always overturned by deep torment
are they really not meant to be happy?
i cant shake it
i cant breathe
this was meant for teenagers...
and i feel like this?
Poor Edward
Stupid Bella
Oh Jacob
what am I to do?
Iapos;m freaking as though
something will change on the page...
can my mind un-write what has been written?
is there light after the dark? or just more darkness...

gaaaah, iapos;m going to bed
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